been a long time since i posted liao... too busy perhaps haz... but dis time, i really have to put dis one down...
tmr evening, i will find miself at de airport sending a few frens off for SEP in england... amongst them is a very very impt fren of mine... im sure gonna miss her lots... shit feeling like crying liao... control urself dennis!!! *sobz*
ok wad im gonna write now is all dedicated to her so yupz...
gal... i have already told u lots abt how i feel n stuff... all de times we spent together, whether if its a grp outing, studying together in sch, de library or some other venues n cafes, or even movie or dinner dates or such... i really cant count de number of times i seen u in de past 9 months alr... de nxt 3+ months will really be different for mi... mebe u can manage better cos ure overseas havin fun, i dunno...it will be tough for mi but i assure u i will move on wif mi life... i will do wad i have to do till i see u again...
in de past few days everytime i think abt u n all de times we spent i really felt de sense of loss... even breaking down a couple of times... cant imagine how weak i am for such a big guy huh? but dun worry abt mi, just go n enjoy urself... mebe we can keep in touch on msn if thrs chances yupz... just get ur webcam ready by ur side ok?
i told u b4 i wanna go visit u in de december hols... dun go thinking tt im joking or wad k? im serious abt tt... im doing mi best now to work n save up, so tt i wuld be more able to fulfil tt promise... just waid for mi... i mean, pls waid for mi... ok?
i really dunno wad to say anymore... its something like those times in de past few days whr i find miself speechless n unable to tell u wad im thinking... dun feel like writing dis anymore lest i really break down again... no matter how, u gotta enjoy ur trip ok? dun worry abt mi here... cos im sure i will pull it thru... if need be, just forget abt mi aft u leave, temporarily...
oh yah abt tmr... pls try not to cry in front of mi ok? i will really cry if i see tt... im sure... on 2nd thots, i mite even cry even b4 seeing ur tearing face...
one last thing b4 i publish dis n log out... have fun babe!!!