el_M: In the moonlight...

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

You Are 22 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Dennis ~ 11:54 pm

ok guyz i got a test tmr... n i just started studying for it onie!!!

im so soooooo SCREWED!!!

ARRRRRGHHH!!!

wish me gd luck manz... haz

Dennis ~ 11:31 pm

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

hi hoz! been another long while since i update again haz...

really ive realised tt for so manee entries ive posted r untitled... mebe i shd do something different for a change haz...

so yes, dis entry HAS a title, well... lemme call it...

ENJOYABLE WEEKEND AND NOT-SO-ENJOYABLE AFTERMATH

yea tts true man! i really had a damn swell weekend yea! made me forget tt im actually an NUS undergrad afterall! didn touch any work, n just chilled out n went out de entire 2 days!

saturday:

well it all started wif a swim n tan in de morn... well im actually "forced" to do it cos mi cousin Tony came over wif a fren to swim at mi pool, n like all other condos, de security guard wuld wan me to accompany mi visitors wherever they go... which is just as well since its swimming n tanning!!! WOOT!!!

just went into de water n swam swam swam... i think i did count de so-called "laps" i went (actually mi pool is short, n it looked more like de breadth of an olympic-sized pool)... think it was 30... yea just 30 n im zonked out liao, mebe its bcos of another 24 FULL laps i did back in sch on thurs ba haz... but it was really really enjoyable, being able to swim when de sun was so hot, tt it warmed de pool... dunno how to continue but yea, de feeling is indescribable!!!

nxt, a tan, a jacuzzi... wad more culd u ask for?

in de aftnoon, another befriending session with Touch... mi 2nd one, n my my... todae thr were CSL ppl coming over wif their kids! really fun then, thou i didn manage to remember all de names haz, u noe... el_M can be quite senile sometimes haz... btu well, nxt time ok? i'll make sure i will remember!!!

evening comes! n i got mi arse down to town, n nvr regretted it! i now realise tt if thr is anything i wanna do, just do it... n tt time i wanted to go for de food fest in suntec, but no one wanted to follow... out of laziness perhaps, or is it tt im not charming enuff? hahahaha!!!!!! so telling miself not to be so lazy n just go home to nua, i went ahead...

food fair was ok, de same stuff u might find anywhr, but it was then tt i remembered tt nearby at esplanade thr was some salsa fest! yea it was part of de Mosaic Music Fest... so went thr to watch yea...

really, tt salsa nite was one i had not seen for a real long time! normally in gigs we see de performers strutting their stuff onstage, screaming, banging, while de crowd didn seem to be receptive unfortunately... but tt salsa nite was different! thr was a large grp amongst de audience DANCING!!! de salsa danc they danced were darn unique in their own way, some simple, some flarish... but in all, really enjoyable! i was even moved to get mi feet moving wif de rhythm! salsa is damn nice! think i wanna learn it manz!

sunday:

sunday was a shopping day! went out wif mi mum to TM... n splurged ard $250 in de LEVI's shop on a pair of jeans n a shirt! well, for those whu made a smart guess on whu footed de bill, no prizes nevertheless haz! thanx mummy! well also had mi handfone repaired, n had some good food haz!

think to some ppl, i mite have wasted away mi whole weekend, not doing any work, not catching up, not doing mi best to secure de ever-elusive A's etc... but i didn regret haz! it was really enjoyable, n i think tts how mi life shd be like, being able to do wad i wan, wif no care abt anything out thr! haz...

come night time... it was back to work liao... n here on begins de...

aftermath:

imagine...

1 x lab report
1 x assignment to be handed in on monday (managed to squeeze it out in time haz)
1 x test to study for
god-noes how many hrs of webcasts n tutorials to catch up...

well lets leave it at tt, now still wacking work aft work, n just got a bit of time-off to post dis entry haz... sianz la... but im not sad... as i noe i had enjoyed a great weekend haz!

lets stop here n not tok too much abt work, which mite be quite saddening... someone has complained tt mi blog entries r really sad... SAD MEH??? its ok wad... haz

Dennis ~ 1:01 pm

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I remember about a week ago when i heard tt Crash overtook Brokeback Mountain to clinch de Oscar... n was dumbfounded! I was like... how can a movie wif such a corny title win such a favourite at de Oscars?

Todae, i watched Crash, n i eat mi words... Crash definitely deserved to win! In fact, it has become one of de best movies i ever watched!

For those whu havent watch it, do so soon! Its gonna end its run!

Dennis ~ 12:47 am

Sunday, March 12, 2006

something mi n bryan found... haz!

a tribute to our champs: Dubious Bros! SALUT'!

yea great memories haz...

its time to move on!!!

Dennis ~ 1:46 pm

Friday, March 10, 2006

to all my dear frens whu have been worried... THANX!!! i really appreciate it...

dun worry pplz... dis is just a bad incident tt i dun wish to happen to me in future... shit dun last haz...

anywae im not letting it affect me... had a real great time todae, chilling out in holland V n nua-ing, really great haz... so dun worry too much... I'M FINE!!!

same advice to all: if u think ure gg thru shit, bear in mind tt it aint permanent! it'll pass, n u'll be stronger!

thanx pplz!!!

Dennis ~ 1:14 am

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

all i can say is... thank you... whoever u are...

thanks for showing me how cruel dis world is...

thanks for throwing me aside when u said b4 tt u can help me thru dis...

thanks for giving me de false sense of security, which u cruelly took away frm me when i least expected it...

i dunno wad more may i thank u for...

mebe i shd thank u for shit...

dis shit is not entirely my shit... n now y do i have to bear de full consequences, while u just simply shrug it back to me? its not something i can handle myself u noe? wuld u be so happy to see me die?

high as it may sound, shiok as it may sound... it does not undo all these crap tts underneath... y is dis so? yah mebe dis world is cruel, when thrs good, thrs bad too... but y muz i have to bear all de bad? u had it good too! u had ur name scrolled up on my work!

guess i shd be happy cos so many ppl were happy abt dis... but when i think of dis shit... how can i be happy?

i wun wanna have anything to do wif u anymore! im sick of all dis... i take dis as de last time... de last time i nid to bear dis crap! aft tt, no more! do not ever, ever send any minions of urs to get me to take part of any great plans of urs... i have taken 1, n regretted terribly...

im tired... shant take such projects anymore...

one last thing, if its mi problem... come at me!!! y cant u spare my dear frens??? y muz they suffer too???

i wun name u... but i think u noe whu u r... stop making pplz lives miserable!!! please!!!

Dennis ~ 11:17 pm

Saturday, March 04, 2006

realise i had left mi bloggy to rot for a whole week... n not written down anything... so much unlike a few months ago when i wuld update every 2-3 days... wondering wads de prob... laziness? guess so haz...

but yah... im lazy, plain plain lazy... i mean, given de kinda life we all chem eng undergrads have, we have oh so much crap to clear n oh so much crap to study for... nxt thing is burnout, den laziness sets in... muahahaha!!!

dis week had been especially tiring... finally into serious mugging aft slacking for so long... partly to catch up on wad i had left out... and also for another damn test!!! but ok... its all over... n back to slacking! but slack means webcasts pile-up... den have to mug again... VICIOUS CYCLE!!!

thinking back, im really wondering y im so darned slack dis sem... really different frm wad i was last sem... whr i culd stay focused on my lecture notes, tutorials, n textbooks for a good sitting os 16hrs! now, 2hrs n im wondering ard liao... lazy me!!! someone pls help me get hardworking again pls!!! arrrrgh!!!

it might be last sem tt i mugged so hard tt i suffered a burnout, causing me so slow down so much dis sem... had been assessing n reassessing myself, asking miself wad kinda uni life i wanted, n how much effort i shd put into my work...

nxt week will again be a long tough week... lots of crap to do, a test to study for... n 3 xtra MATLAB classes tt i signed up for... (wonder y i did tt too haz...) hope i can survive it...

as for now... dis weekend... SLACK n ENJOY LIFE!!! tts how uni shd be yea! NOT MUG MUG MUG!!!

on another note, i think i found a few new hobbies - swimming n suntanning!!! think dis started frm mid-sem break yea... really lurve to be caressed by water all ard while i swim, n de sun kiss all de load off mi mind as i lay thr n slack!!! plus, a darker skin which i alwaes wanted heez!!!

ok laziness sets in again... n fingers feel heavy... time to stop...

Dennis ~ 10:42 pm