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Sunday, July 30, 2006

right at dis moment, im having mi lets-call-it-weekly dose of Valente Bellini... dis sparkling wine n peach cocktail is really de best of its kind man! or mebe i shd say one of its kind? wadever... its just good!!!

mebe u all r wondering y i wuld mention tt im drinking now... 借酒消愁??? haz mebe ba...

hey ok pls dun misunderstand!!! im really ok right now, n in fact aft enjoying mi time during dis hols, i shdnt be feeling any sadness... yea im ok right now... serious!!!

but come to think of it... de hols r coming to an end... n its gonna be a new sem... yea... its gonna be a different sem i can say, n i guess i wun be as happy as i am now... yah, sad, triste, traurig... wadever!!!

alrite dennis... dun worry too much abt de future... now just enjoy de remaining hols, n gear up!!! have faith!!! it wun be so bad...

yea it wun be so bad... i wish...

Dennis ~ 1:21 am

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

yea i noe its tough...

but...

i wun give up!!!

Dennis ~ 11:15 pm

Sunday, July 23, 2006

something for u all to noe, n ensure...

sentosa gateway carpark is NOT sentosa beach carpark!!!

dun mix it up like mi n end up gg one big round, missing a good show, becoming sianz to de core, n feeling darn bad tt someone had to miss tt show too cos of mi mistake...

wad a saturday i had...

ARRRGH!!!

Dennis ~ 4:54 pm

Friday, July 21, 2006

something tt just came into mi mind... so i thot of sharing wif u all here... yea... its something abt myself...

if u were to ask mi wad wuld be one thing tt exists in dis world tt i wuld rather not exist, id say cigarettes...

hey i dun mean tt im anti-smoking or wad... in fact, im indifferent... but after seeing how ppl suffer frm it n such, im truly saddened...

dis may sound like some advert, but i really have to say tt smoking does not onie harm urself physically, but also psychologically... in fact, it harms ppl ard u, wad wif de crap on 2nd hand smoke, i heard waaaaayyyyy enuff of tt...

i seen 1st hand of de harm... i have smokers in mi family i admit... n due to their habits, stench or wadsoever, de rest of de family dun really be close to them, so much so tt i culd obviously see de rift! friends avoid each other cos of smoking n stuff n i think most of u wuld noe wad i mean here... it really sux!!!

see? im not anti-smoking... i do not ostracise smokers... but wad has happened due to de existence of de cigarette has actually caused so much sadness in life! so y muz all these happen?

i realised a long time ago tt i will play mi part... i have never smoked in mi life, n will NEVER try it!!! a smoker fren back in BMT once told mi, "if ure a non-smoker, dun ever try it!" how correct!!!

i dun wish to say anymore, but i guess u all noe mi msg... pls, do ur part!!!

Dennis ~ 11:08 pm

Monday, July 17, 2006

can't believe it... im actually here again, blogging...

really, dis aint de kind of life i wan, sitting in front of de com wif nuthing much to do... actually i have a lot to do, but just too lazy to set them gg... sux...

i love outings... i love gatherings... i love spending mi time having fun... think i acquired all these love during dis hols or last, n i become really restless if i have no fun... sitting ard to think... seriously, wads thr to think??? mebe tts wad ppl call stoning - sitting ard wif an expressionless face wif ZILCH in mi mind... oops, im really really getting retarded...

thrs onie 3 weeks of hols left (or less than tt)... n im really dreading gg to sch liao... yes pplz, i havent played enuff, n i soooooo wish time stops so tt dis hols can drag on n on... now, when i tok to frens, its modules, CORS, modules, CORS, modules, CORS... ... ... ... ... ... ARRRGH!!!

i noe i shd not sit ard n see de hols fleet past mi, but thrs nuthing i have to do now, or rather, nuthing i wanna do... its so sianz!!! DENNIS!!! FIND SOMETHING TO DO!!!

mebe i shd find more hols work, organise more get-togethers, or wadever... man... I'M SOOOOOO BORED!!!

Dennis ~ 4:54 pm

Thursday, July 13, 2006

free n bored el_M is here again, putting his experiences n thots into dis dull space haz...

these few days have been twists n turns for urs truly, n i dunno whether to say im happy, or sad, or simply indifferent...

firstly, work... had been working as a grad marshal in de NUS commencement for de past week, on alternate days... i think its rather smart od Ms Hilda to get 2 shifts to rotate cos i felt de utter shiongness of working for a whole day, 3 ceemonies! end of de day, mi feet felt like rotting aft standing sooooo long in tt hard black leather shoes... arrrgh!!! but other than tt i had fun! made a few new frens in thr, esp those buggers in mi team whu keep using de walkie-talkies for gal-hunting instead of work... hahaha!!! overall i felt de ceremonies rather crappy, similar but mebe a bit more formal than de grad ceremony i had in mi pri sch, whr u walk up de stage to get ur cert... its sooooo duhh!!! however i think it might be different if i get to wear those graduation gowns... found them rather nice actually hahaz... got sense of pride if u wear them leh!!! at least better than tt completely black attire which i wore, making mi stand out like a sore thumb!!! but 8 bucks an hr... whu am i to complain???

had another day job reccommended by de ever-so-good xiqian!!! damn i think tt was de bestest job i ever did man!!! earning 50 bucks just for waiting like an idiot all morning... n still got free catered food also, n de food was good!!! lurve tt job man!!!

nxt, family... i actually wanted to put dis paragraph at de end but i think family shd take precedence to frens... i wanna put dis at de end cos it aint some happy thing n im really worried it will spoil de mood of mi readers... okok it aint so bad... just to sum up, i came to some small probs wif mi mum over some issues, n also these issues aint not resolved... in those arguments i had wif her, i came to realise tt im quite a selfish person, alwaes putting miself over others, n also tt im too soft n easily swayed, which often gets mi on de losing end of de bargain... i really really nid to improve on these or i might possibly live a life less happy than wad i want... most of all, b4 i do something, i muz think of all aspects... yea...

ok, now its frens... de hols in dis aspect had been a real meaningful one! not onie have i made a lot of new frens, be it frm camp, work or other stuffs, some present frenships i had wif others have got closer, n i really like it!!! seriously, i havent had such close frenships wif ppl when i was younger, n wonder wad de prob was... mebe i was too quiet then? too aloof? but ok those r de past haz... really thanx to all de buddies i have haz... u all have made mi life more meaningful!!!

ok i think all hose r de stuff i wuld wanna shoot... aft such a long holiday, im jolted to de truth tt i onie have 3 weeks left... damn it... now im looking in mi modules for nxt sem... sucky hor??? as nxt sem comes, all those classes, assignments n tests wuld come in... arrrgh!!! ok its not so bad... thrs worse actually... as de sem gets in, i will realise tt im moving closer n closer to a life of work... thr will be no more 3-month sch hols then... n tt really really sux!!! hope tt day wun come so soon ya?

ok back to mi module planning... arrrgh!!!

Dennis ~ 6:29 pm

Friday, July 07, 2006

haz... aft so much time, i finally finished reading another book!!! yayy!!!

Angels and Demons (Dan Brown) is good i tell ya! So much excitement as de ppl race against time so tt *spoilers*... haz yea im careful not to reveal anything so dun be lazy... go read de book la!!! well back to it, de artwork they featured was good too! they had *more spoilers*... muahahaha!!! de riddles n clues a bit disappointing thou... too abstract, n i end up not understanding big chunks of them... so gave up n just followed de script... to those whu intend to read, prepare to be surprised!!!

a few more books i read dis yr...

Da Vinci Code (Dan Brown)... yea de very one they made into a movie abt some pursuit involving an old man n a pretty lady haz... i think de book is better than de movie, wif more plot n some time to think abt de puzzles, instead of blatantly flashing de ans in de nxt min... but sadly i think de plot goes more n more crappy as de story ends... so still not a really good book...at least not on par wif Angels n Demons...

The Broker (John Grisham)... tts another which i call a good book!!! filled wif adrenaline as we see chases happen at breakneck speeds, all de conspiracy n stuff... it will overwhelm u!!! read at ur own risk i tell ya hahaha... also it teaches u simple italian, n tts not bad too!

The Apparentice (Tess Gerritsen)... in short, even thou de idea is more or less similar to the Broker, its a darn far cry!!! lacks excitement n predictable... n truth be told, i actually dozed off while reading a seemingly nice part... wonder if its tt bad or its just mi? muahahaha!!!

The Testament (John Grisham)... in short, overrated n not good... predictable plot, lacking twist, n characters not portrayed lively enuff... onie plus point is de court proceedings how de protagonist lawyer destroyed his opponent's cases by clever questionings haz... but tt alone does not redeem de book, sadly...

ok i think tts all, think i got another hobby liao... didn know tt reading such thrillers can be tt fun!!! nxt books in mind: The Rainmaker (John Grisham), Digital Fortress (Dan Brown) and Deception Point (Dan Brown)... any more reccommendations???

looking fwd to to9... got dinner wif black shirt gang at ubin!!! den tmr is another 2 rounds of commencement den go see mer in action at ndp preview!!! yea it'll be fun!!! haz...

Dennis ~ 2:06 am

Monday, July 03, 2006

here i am attempting to put up an entry... got quite a lot of things to say, but dunno how to organise them... so if dis gets choppy or wad... lemme apologise 1st...

went for yet another job interview todae, n had a long chat wif de AIA manager todae... yah its partly interview, partly on de stuff of selling insurances, n partly on ppl as a whole... n really pplz responses to insurances r quite predictable... practical shunning... even to de extent of keeping their frens away... n tts really wads getting mi to reconsider abt taking de job or not... quite grateful tt hes giving mi a few daes to think abt it b4 he calls mi back... but i mite end up rejecting de job afterall... call it lack of confidence??? haiz... wad do i do???

stumbled across other issues todae... was something to do wif some ppl in ethelonter... wondering y r thr still problems btw ppl or something... unhappy issues... y do they have to happen??? for one, i dun like conflicts... n when i see them happening, i do feel a tinge of sadness, even if im not part of it... wasnt such stuff supposed to end at de debrief already??? no hard feelings??? i seriously doubt so...

dis brings to another thing i wanna say... im a really frank person, n i speak mi mind wif no reservations... at sometimes i can get rather blunt, n hurt ppl in de process... some do end up hating me or watsoever... but tts not something i can control rite??? i imagine a world whr everyone can live harmoniously together wif words such as "conflicts" and "enemy" completely unknown, but i can say such a world onie exists as wad ppl wuld call Utopia... in short, it will never happen... sadly...

yiwen, if u read mi blog, i really gotta say sorry for wad happened at sentosa... n thanx for pointing it out... if not i really wun noe whr i had done wrong... no hard feelings k???

confused, sad, melancholy... but it will be better when i wake up tmr... im sure!!!

Dennis ~ 11:36 pm