el_M: In the moonlight...

Sunday, September 09, 2007

I have decided to move on, and put all these unhappy feelings behind... Have even advised my mum to move on and not get too affected by it already... And this time, I hope that since I have decided, it is to SERIOUSLY move on and not run away from it all...

I have decided to face it in a matter-of-fact way...

I have come to accept that we have no control over life and death, and when it happens, it happens, and we can only do so much as to cope with it...

I have decided not to be emotionally stirred when mentioning about Zicong to anyone, but will only do so when I want, or when anyone asks...

I have decided to do whatever I can to mend this hole left by Zicong, especially on myself and my family...

Yes, it's time to move on already... SERIOUSLY!!!

Come to think of myself, I havent been able to accomplish much in any aspects these weeks... Possibly cos I had been so affected by Zicong's passing... Wat de hell???

I guess I need to re-evaluate myself...

Why? You may ask...

When I sat down to think hard, I have thought about the things I have to / want to accomplish in these coming few months...

1. To practise hard for my 2 upcoming concerts...

2. To handle all my work and assignments efficiently...

3. To finally be able to reach my 2nd Class Upper and grad with it...

4. To know wat I want exactly in my job nxt time, frm the recruitment talks I have been / will be attending...

5. ... (an unspoken agenda I guess many do know... Best of luck to me...) ...

And I think that was all I could come up with!! Goodness... so many of them so work-oriented... It does seem that I have become yet another no-lifer in NUS... Where has that fun-loving, happy-go-lucky Dennis gone to???

Well, it all comes here for myself to wish for something good soon, cos if you'd ask me, I dun think I'm really that happy now, thou it seems otherwise to so many of my frens...

Here's to a happier Dennis... I have to be cos I have promised that to a few of my close frens already...

I wish to be happy... Please grant...

Dennis ~ 6:06 pm