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Monday, August 20, 2007
It has been 15 hours since I heard the news, but till now, I still can't fully digest it... To say heartwrenching is mere triviality, n only till now do I find the courage to spill it all...
Wad de hell had u done my fren??? To throw your life away at mere booze??? Why could such a horrendous thing happen to you??? Why did u just leave us here, picking up the pieces u so cruelly shattered??? WHY???
I know, you won't be able to read the birthday card I sent you, you won't be able to read what I pen down here, you won't be able to hear the hysterical cries of your mum just this afternoon... and probably, you won't be able to hear my prayers to you in the funeral to come...
All the talk now, all the advices I have given you, they seem so mundane... meaningless even...
Didn't you tell me that you enjoy your life so much there in Adelaide? Didn't you tell me that you have to repay all that your parents gave you? Didn't you want to come back to Singapore so that we can hang out for supper or pool? WHY DID YOU GO JUST LIKE THAT???
I detest the way you had been yanked away so quickly, without warning... I dislike the fact that I won't ever have the chance to talk to you, or meet up with you again... And I just can't stomach the way you left... Knocking yourself unconscious just for mere booze? RUBBISH!!!
For hours, I could not feel... Even for the several times I teared, it didn't manage to completely wash away the sadness... It just keeps coming!!! I don't know how much am I able to cry for you... Think there's no other way but to keep praying...
Now I know why people say life is so unfair... You weren't some criminal or felon that deserved that kind of death! You? of all people? I can't... just can't believe it...
I'm tired... tired of seeing all the gloom today, tired of having worried for your family, and tired of having grieved so hard for you... I think I will need a good rest, with hope that tomorrow will be better...
Rest assured that your parents are coming for you already... As I write this, they will be on the flight bound to Adelaide... You won't be lonely no more... Please bless them on a safe journey, wherever you are right now... Bless them for a safe journey back, and please come back with them as well...
I don't know what to say no more... Can only pray...
Love,
Your dear cousin Dennis
Wad de hell had u done my fren??? To throw your life away at mere booze??? Why could such a horrendous thing happen to you??? Why did u just leave us here, picking up the pieces u so cruelly shattered??? WHY???
I know, you won't be able to read the birthday card I sent you, you won't be able to read what I pen down here, you won't be able to hear the hysterical cries of your mum just this afternoon... and probably, you won't be able to hear my prayers to you in the funeral to come...
All the talk now, all the advices I have given you, they seem so mundane... meaningless even...
Didn't you tell me that you enjoy your life so much there in Adelaide? Didn't you tell me that you have to repay all that your parents gave you? Didn't you want to come back to Singapore so that we can hang out for supper or pool? WHY DID YOU GO JUST LIKE THAT???
I detest the way you had been yanked away so quickly, without warning... I dislike the fact that I won't ever have the chance to talk to you, or meet up with you again... And I just can't stomach the way you left... Knocking yourself unconscious just for mere booze? RUBBISH!!!
For hours, I could not feel... Even for the several times I teared, it didn't manage to completely wash away the sadness... It just keeps coming!!! I don't know how much am I able to cry for you... Think there's no other way but to keep praying...
Now I know why people say life is so unfair... You weren't some criminal or felon that deserved that kind of death! You? of all people? I can't... just can't believe it...
I'm tired... tired of seeing all the gloom today, tired of having worried for your family, and tired of having grieved so hard for you... I think I will need a good rest, with hope that tomorrow will be better...
Rest assured that your parents are coming for you already... As I write this, they will be on the flight bound to Adelaide... You won't be lonely no more... Please bless them on a safe journey, wherever you are right now... Bless them for a safe journey back, and please come back with them as well...
I don't know what to say no more... Can only pray...
Love,
Your dear cousin Dennis
Dennis ~ 1:27 am