seriously, i dunno wad de hell's wrong wif me liao... de way im handling mi exams now, in de past i wuld have shaked mi head till it dislodged...
like wad i said to a certain fren ytd... i have lost mi fire... dunno isit bcos im too used to dis exam system tt i no longer feel nervous gg into de exam hall, hoping really hard tt i will do well in de paper... really dunno...
past 2 papers i walked into de exam hall wif no jittery feeling like how i felt in mi earlier sems... instead i felt happy cos in 2hrs id be 1 paper down n can throw de notes n txtbook aside... i dunno shd i like mi thinking now...
yuehyang said b4 tt he liked mi learning style, one tt does not give a damn abt results but focus more of how i can use dis knowledge to mi advantage nxt time when i work, or in a way, how im trying to improve miself, rather than looking at results onie... yah, im in a way surprised wif miself, how i "straightened out" mi thinking last yr aft de burnout frm sem 3... shd i be glad? tt i have eliminated miself frm de desperate rat race to get a good honours degree? some ppl frowned at mi attitude, while others were for dis... pity tt not many ppl in chem eng have dis thinking... eh no im not saying tt chem eng ppl r all cap-hungry muggers, its just tt thr r too many of such ppl in chem eng tt it can get real scary... so i did wad i gotta do, bow out of dis b4 i suffer a breakdown frm de stress...
did i make a rite decision back then? cos i kinda like dis life rite now, not being lured by dis carrot tt reads "2nd class upper honours"... but then again, im quite worried such thinking iwll eventually lead to mi downfall...
no matter how, im just looking fwd dis time to end dis crap once n for all!!! 5th dec, HERE I COME!!!
btw i saw dis thing on youtube... darn nice song by PCD n Timberland... ROX!!!