el_M: In the moonlight...

Monday, July 03, 2006

here i am attempting to put up an entry... got quite a lot of things to say, but dunno how to organise them... so if dis gets choppy or wad... lemme apologise 1st...

went for yet another job interview todae, n had a long chat wif de AIA manager todae... yah its partly interview, partly on de stuff of selling insurances, n partly on ppl as a whole... n really pplz responses to insurances r quite predictable... practical shunning... even to de extent of keeping their frens away... n tts really wads getting mi to reconsider abt taking de job or not... quite grateful tt hes giving mi a few daes to think abt it b4 he calls mi back... but i mite end up rejecting de job afterall... call it lack of confidence??? haiz... wad do i do???

stumbled across other issues todae... was something to do wif some ppl in ethelonter... wondering y r thr still problems btw ppl or something... unhappy issues... y do they have to happen??? for one, i dun like conflicts... n when i see them happening, i do feel a tinge of sadness, even if im not part of it... wasnt such stuff supposed to end at de debrief already??? no hard feelings??? i seriously doubt so...

dis brings to another thing i wanna say... im a really frank person, n i speak mi mind wif no reservations... at sometimes i can get rather blunt, n hurt ppl in de process... some do end up hating me or watsoever... but tts not something i can control rite??? i imagine a world whr everyone can live harmoniously together wif words such as "conflicts" and "enemy" completely unknown, but i can say such a world onie exists as wad ppl wuld call Utopia... in short, it will never happen... sadly...

yiwen, if u read mi blog, i really gotta say sorry for wad happened at sentosa... n thanx for pointing it out... if not i really wun noe whr i had done wrong... no hard feelings k???

confused, sad, melancholy... but it will be better when i wake up tmr... im sure!!!

Dennis ~ 11:36 pm