el_M: In the moonlight...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

free n bored el_M is here again, putting his experiences n thots into dis dull space haz...

these few days have been twists n turns for urs truly, n i dunno whether to say im happy, or sad, or simply indifferent...

firstly, work... had been working as a grad marshal in de NUS commencement for de past week, on alternate days... i think its rather smart od Ms Hilda to get 2 shifts to rotate cos i felt de utter shiongness of working for a whole day, 3 ceemonies! end of de day, mi feet felt like rotting aft standing sooooo long in tt hard black leather shoes... arrrgh!!! but other than tt i had fun! made a few new frens in thr, esp those buggers in mi team whu keep using de walkie-talkies for gal-hunting instead of work... hahaha!!! overall i felt de ceremonies rather crappy, similar but mebe a bit more formal than de grad ceremony i had in mi pri sch, whr u walk up de stage to get ur cert... its sooooo duhh!!! however i think it might be different if i get to wear those graduation gowns... found them rather nice actually hahaz... got sense of pride if u wear them leh!!! at least better than tt completely black attire which i wore, making mi stand out like a sore thumb!!! but 8 bucks an hr... whu am i to complain???

had another day job reccommended by de ever-so-good xiqian!!! damn i think tt was de bestest job i ever did man!!! earning 50 bucks just for waiting like an idiot all morning... n still got free catered food also, n de food was good!!! lurve tt job man!!!

nxt, family... i actually wanted to put dis paragraph at de end but i think family shd take precedence to frens... i wanna put dis at de end cos it aint some happy thing n im really worried it will spoil de mood of mi readers... okok it aint so bad... just to sum up, i came to some small probs wif mi mum over some issues, n also these issues aint not resolved... in those arguments i had wif her, i came to realise tt im quite a selfish person, alwaes putting miself over others, n also tt im too soft n easily swayed, which often gets mi on de losing end of de bargain... i really really nid to improve on these or i might possibly live a life less happy than wad i want... most of all, b4 i do something, i muz think of all aspects... yea...

ok, now its frens... de hols in dis aspect had been a real meaningful one! not onie have i made a lot of new frens, be it frm camp, work or other stuffs, some present frenships i had wif others have got closer, n i really like it!!! seriously, i havent had such close frenships wif ppl when i was younger, n wonder wad de prob was... mebe i was too quiet then? too aloof? but ok those r de past haz... really thanx to all de buddies i have haz... u all have made mi life more meaningful!!!

ok i think all hose r de stuff i wuld wanna shoot... aft such a long holiday, im jolted to de truth tt i onie have 3 weeks left... damn it... now im looking in mi modules for nxt sem... sucky hor??? as nxt sem comes, all those classes, assignments n tests wuld come in... arrrgh!!! ok its not so bad... thrs worse actually... as de sem gets in, i will realise tt im moving closer n closer to a life of work... thr will be no more 3-month sch hols then... n tt really really sux!!! hope tt day wun come so soon ya?

ok back to mi module planning... arrrgh!!!

Dennis ~ 6:29 pm