el_M: In the moonlight...

Saturday, March 04, 2006

realise i had left mi bloggy to rot for a whole week... n not written down anything... so much unlike a few months ago when i wuld update every 2-3 days... wondering wads de prob... laziness? guess so haz...

but yah... im lazy, plain plain lazy... i mean, given de kinda life we all chem eng undergrads have, we have oh so much crap to clear n oh so much crap to study for... nxt thing is burnout, den laziness sets in... muahahaha!!!

dis week had been especially tiring... finally into serious mugging aft slacking for so long... partly to catch up on wad i had left out... and also for another damn test!!! but ok... its all over... n back to slacking! but slack means webcasts pile-up... den have to mug again... VICIOUS CYCLE!!!

thinking back, im really wondering y im so darned slack dis sem... really different frm wad i was last sem... whr i culd stay focused on my lecture notes, tutorials, n textbooks for a good sitting os 16hrs! now, 2hrs n im wondering ard liao... lazy me!!! someone pls help me get hardworking again pls!!! arrrrgh!!!

it might be last sem tt i mugged so hard tt i suffered a burnout, causing me so slow down so much dis sem... had been assessing n reassessing myself, asking miself wad kinda uni life i wanted, n how much effort i shd put into my work...

nxt week will again be a long tough week... lots of crap to do, a test to study for... n 3 xtra MATLAB classes tt i signed up for... (wonder y i did tt too haz...) hope i can survive it...

as for now... dis weekend... SLACK n ENJOY LIFE!!! tts how uni shd be yea! NOT MUG MUG MUG!!!

on another note, i think i found a few new hobbies - swimming n suntanning!!! think dis started frm mid-sem break yea... really lurve to be caressed by water all ard while i swim, n de sun kiss all de load off mi mind as i lay thr n slack!!! plus, a darker skin which i alwaes wanted heez!!!

ok laziness sets in again... n fingers feel heavy... time to stop...

Dennis ~ 10:42 pm