el_M: In the moonlight...

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

all i can say is... thank you... whoever u are...

thanks for showing me how cruel dis world is...

thanks for throwing me aside when u said b4 tt u can help me thru dis...

thanks for giving me de false sense of security, which u cruelly took away frm me when i least expected it...

i dunno wad more may i thank u for...

mebe i shd thank u for shit...

dis shit is not entirely my shit... n now y do i have to bear de full consequences, while u just simply shrug it back to me? its not something i can handle myself u noe? wuld u be so happy to see me die?

high as it may sound, shiok as it may sound... it does not undo all these crap tts underneath... y is dis so? yah mebe dis world is cruel, when thrs good, thrs bad too... but y muz i have to bear all de bad? u had it good too! u had ur name scrolled up on my work!

guess i shd be happy cos so many ppl were happy abt dis... but when i think of dis shit... how can i be happy?

i wun wanna have anything to do wif u anymore! im sick of all dis... i take dis as de last time... de last time i nid to bear dis crap! aft tt, no more! do not ever, ever send any minions of urs to get me to take part of any great plans of urs... i have taken 1, n regretted terribly...

im tired... shant take such projects anymore...

one last thing, if its mi problem... come at me!!! y cant u spare my dear frens??? y muz they suffer too???

i wun name u... but i think u noe whu u r... stop making pplz lives miserable!!! please!!!

Dennis ~ 11:17 pm