gotta say tt i have lost my momentum dis sem... wonder y haz... m starting to heck all those work i shd do liao... wonder whether its good or not...
at de beginning when i matriculated, i told myself to get a decently good grade, while having de time of my life in NUS... yea n tt means having loads of fun! 4 yrs u noe! i wuldnt just mug mug mug for all 4 yrs...
now tt i have gone thru at least 1-n-a-half yrs, have realised tt i wasted a good deal of time worrying abt my CAP n my CCAs... no time for my own personal life! yea i paid dearly for it too (think some of u might noe haz)... looking back, i wonder had i done right...
now yea my CAP aint nowhr near de cream of de crop.. in fact i gotta fight xtra hard to get de target CAP i wan... but seriously, im tired of all those chasing... think i might have to pay dearly again, n eventually not get my target honours in de end... m i doing rite?
many of my frens have urged me not to give up... to work xtra hard to push myself back into tt elite level of CAP 4+... but think im not really taking their advice... im tired!
decisions, decisions, decisions... wad shd i do?
im slacking off... just like a gd fren said to me "你堕落了!" shd i just go on like dis? or shd i throw all dis frolicking away n start being a mugger like i shd be?
i so hope i wuld enjoy de rest of my uni yrs... to de fullest!!!