el_M: In the moonlight...

Friday, December 30, 2005

thrs onie abt 24hrs left for yr 2005, n soon, 2006 will come... n im hoping 2006 comes wif a BANG!!!

looking back i think even it seems 2005 had been a rather difficult yr for me, it had been rather fulfiling... learnt a lot of things abt life... some really fun lessons, some hard n painful... but yea i think i re-emerged a better person as a whole...

didn do well managing my time... n ended up super stressed at crunch times in de sem... thinking of those weeks of juggling 3 tests wif 2 assignments plus some other commitments, and also tt hols which i was involved in 3 camps... totally wore me out... really muz stop n think b4 i wanna take on responsibilities... cos no matter how much energy i have (or i think i have) thr will alwaes be a limit... so yea muz think twice b4 i take on any new responsibilities haz...

2005 is also a year tt taught me to be more proactive to get things i want... do wad i wan n not be afraid... but definitely not be reckless... thrs alwaes a point whr i shdnt cross... but yah, i realised tt for many things im still far far below tt line, n havent expressed my wants clearly enuff... shd reassess myself on tt... n get myself clear on wad i want to do, wad i want to get for dis new yr...

along this tumultous year, i made a lot of new frens... n its this grp of frens tt have been cheering me on, keeping me strong during those tough stressful times hahaz... i really muz say tt NUS is a really nice place, even though de studying can get sucky at times, but the frens u make thr will really be those tt can share weal n woes wif u... muz treasure them... i wun name u guys but u shd noe whu u are... HEARTFELT THANX TO U ALL!!!

furthermore been seeing lots of things happen ard this world... got de impression tt things have been bad in 2005, wad wif terrorism n bombings... even nature had been really cruel... but all these r things i have no control over... onie can hope things can get better... and be more vigilant!

quite a lot of things i put down here liao... mebe i can call all these as my new yr resolutions ba... yah... but mebe i wuld be adding more very soon... cos im still in de learning phase... learning to become a better me!

so pplz, jiayou! n a happy new yr to all of u!

hoping for a better tmr... like a magnificent sunrise view aft a damn cold nite... like a bird that soars thru the skies carrying nuthing but good news...

Dennis ~ 11:39 pm