el_M: In the moonlight...

Saturday, December 10, 2005

just wondering... how much does it take to make someone give up on something?

i believe its really a lot, esp if tt something is very important, very dear to him/her...

but now, im seeing such a thing unfolding b4 me... i really dunno wad to say... here i am putting my best effort in it, n im already seeing it... de very sight of giving up... i really dunno...

didn i hear frm u tt dis thing is ur passion? its de thing u do? i noe things r not gg well at dis moment, n dis is kinda like a do-or-die period... but here, u wanna give it up?

mebe its my fault all along... i hadnt been able to alwaes be thr when needed... had other priorities too... mebe i had placed my priorities wrongly... but wuld i have done differently if i were able toturn back de time?

dunno y is tt so... but dis thing has got me to be real worried... more so than any previous issues... n i might not be able to sleep to9...

i still have to persevere!

Dennis ~ 1:00 am