el_M: In the moonlight...

Friday, December 23, 2005

hi pplz... it has been real long since i updated already... mebe i had been too busy la... but come to think of it, busy even in de hols... ridiculous rite?

i can just say tt dis hols has been mostly downs for me... so much so tt im actually looking fwd to de sem opening again so tt i can mug mug mug n forget abt any other problems i have... trying to run away i am... yar...

im disappointed in myself, for not being to get things done, for not being able to care enuff for my family n frens, n for not making my own life better... now all i can do is to keep my faith, n believe in myself, to work really hard... i shall overcome!!!

xmas is coming ard de corner, n i seriously have no such mood... dunno how im gonna enjoy dis festive season...

i really nid to go out, smell de fresh air out thr, n all tt nature has in store for me... mebe go ECP so tt i can scream into the oncoming waves... or something tt can make me feel better...

gotta keep faith... tmr will definitely be better... im sure... yea...

Dennis ~ 2:59 pm