el_M: In the moonlight...

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

My 3rd paper's ended... n im really affected by it... feeling sad n lost for a long while aft de paper... even till now, still has tt feeling of sadness n fear...

Anyone can guess how well i did for tt paper... or rather, badly... Had no time to complete it n left 15 marks undone, while hearing other ppl easily completing it, well y is tt so? its bcos i seemed to have been struck by a blank for an entire 30mins in the paper! just forgot all my facts n stuff, and had to pick them back up again as i went along the paper...

It was supposed to be an easy paper! Yah i found some qns straightfwd... but still ended up staring at them for dear time!!! Slowed down my progress a lot... yea... If i did tt badly for a difficult paper i wun feel so damn shitty cos others will do equally badly, but now... haiz...

Wad more... i found tt i lost 20 more marks on a horrendous careless mistake!!! Wad could be worse???

In short, I think im gonna smell my 1st C grade, maybe worse... D? F?... and i feel really, really bad abt it... in fact, horrible... an utter waste... considering how much effort i had put in on my studies dis time round...

Dun console me... i hope time washes all wounds... can onie just try my best not to think abt it n concentrate on my last 2 papers...

Would freedom smell so sweet dis time round??? Doubt so...

Look on de brighter side... tapaoing dis module is certainly better than tapaoing organic chem... haiz...

Dennis ~ 12:28 am