el_M: In the moonlight...

Sunday, October 16, 2005

yea... increasing entropy... the 2nd law of thermodynamics... but at least ts wad i think the law of the world we're livin' in is... things do get complicated...

this law does apply to NUS as well... i think of myself as someone whu has been forced out of my protective shell into this complicated world... though im not facing all these 1st hand, and really wun wanna face such things... can fate be tt lenient on me as it has been since?

ppl ard me have been nice... i say really nice! i have had a really enjoyable time ard the ppl ive seen these 2 yrs, and have been blessed not to face any complications in human relationships... but sadly these things have to happen to some of my dear frens... those ppl whu i cae abt...

ppl confide with me their probs... is it bcos im a good listener? to many it may be a really good feeling to listen to ppls problems... but to me i muz say, it sux... i dun blame it on anyone or wad... but imagine when u hear frm a fren whu u care abt such bad things happening to them... do u feel sad?

not all ppl in dis world are good... thr r evil selfish ppl too... even without these evils, thr r misunderstandings btw good ppl too... sometimes i lament y must all these things appear! cant the world be simple? simply love?

yea this world is... sadly... very complicated... makes me feel like crawling back to my shell n hide... but maybe i dun nid... cos im lucky to find an abode in this cruel world whr i can hide in... for many i think u noe whr that place is... tt is one place in dis cruel world whr i can feel love n happiness...in this place, entropy law does not apply... althou i noe tt thr r many such abodes ard, am lazy n scared of stepping out to find... maybe i have to waid for tt day when i get forced out to start searching... but i believe it will never happen...

CSC RoX! hafta count my blessings to be part of this family... yea...

Dennis ~ 1:15 pm